Another mascara day *sigh*

what would i do without you?
my life seems to be in pieces but when i talk to you i feel better. i never want to stop talking.
your words dry up my tears.

The gap in my life.

I miss...
Having someone to take me to and fetch me from school.
I miss...
Having someone there to help me with homework and all the other mundane things in life.
I miss...
Having someone to laugh with.
I miss...
Having someone that can help me with the technological difficulties i face.
I miss...
Having someone to hear me play piano.
I miss...
Having someone to take me driving.
I miss...
Having someone that always takes pictures of the things that matter in life.
I miss...
Having someone to eat pizza and chocolate ice cream with.

But i guess it's your choice.

:)

You make me smile.

all the pretence

i don't understand why you try so hard to fit in when there are millions of people competing for your attention.

i know you don't think your beautiful but PLEASE. accept compliments.

i hate that you'll probably never read this, but please, stop trying so hard.

i like the old you better, why come out with the new?

it's sad how all your dirty jokes stand out. so disappointing.

i wish you weren't so loud and attention seeking.

i actually wish you could see that people want to be with you and that there's no need for all the pretence.

You're funny. cute. sweet. beautiful. why don't you just believe in yourself?

i wish you would stop pretending. i want my friend back... the one that really cared... and i want all my friends back that seem to fall for your disguise.

everyone's in on the game except for me.

ok. so you've inspired me to start blogging.
i really have no idea what to write lol.

my day was really exciting. and and and when you wrote stuff about romeo and juliet you made me smile ^_^ didn't take long at all.

but yes. i want to write about all this other stuff but all i can think about is you. lol.

ima go now. i think i wrote enough for a first blog :P

take care <3