Really friends?

I see the way you look at me
when you don't think i'm looking at you
it makes me smile
and i can't help but wonder why we don't talk much

you have no idea how i feel about you
and when you said "lets be friends"
i thought you meant in real life, not over the internet

i don't know why you won't just start talking to me
coz i really like talking to you

i'm so confused right now
and when i saw you with her my heart sank

why couldn't it have been me that you asked?
sometimes life just seems so unfair

i wish you would notice me more
and when your friend told me to go to you i was confused
but relieved at the same time
coz i thought that maybe you did like me too...

i can't wait for the day
when you will just come up and talk to me

that would make my day

On the downside

The both of you. Both very important people. *sigh*

One, i hope you're alright. i feel a bit bad for what i said and i hope that's not why things are sort of awkward between us :S
i hate how life can be so complicated sometimes. but i guess i just have to get over it, even though i guess i'm a little jealous. But then again, it was inevitable.

The other, i can't believe what you've done with your life.
You used to love me and talk to me all the time but i guess i don't really matter much anymore. i'm just glad i'm not you.
i wince to see how people can sometimes be lost, but if it's someone you love, it's even worse. Please try again to meet your potential. For me.