You shouldn't apologise either; and especially not for getting to know me. I'm sorry if i let you down, but i promise that i will be your friend. i promise getting to know me wasn't for nothing. I don't want to keep going on like this either, but i want to talk to you. like Wednesday. that was cool. A song is a tall order, but i can try.

Yeah. Yeah it has been you. Maybe not right now because i'm just a bit lost on a weird path in my life, but yes. it did used to be you. But honestly, I don't even know if it's anyone anymore. I'm just confused. I need time to sort everything out. I wish everything was as easy as the good old days, when the topic of discussion was 'disabledness'.
I hope that's not the answer you didn't want, because i just want you to be happy.

You are a sweet talker. Every time i read your notes and blogs i can't help but admire how good a writer you are. I love the way you write. It enthralls me.

I don't want to tell you to stop. Ever.
You're entitled to say and think what you want.




P.s. since i've known you, you've always made me want to be a better person. And the way you are just seems to keep me in line. I miss talking to you. I'm glad things are changing. I really want to be friends. If that's what you want, of course.