Friday, August 27, 2010

If maybe is what you want...

Doubt, doubt, doubt--It never works out.
what was felt in the moment is what you should count.

It was definitely you, but now it can't be--
i need a boy who actually attends seminary,
who will ensure my true happiness for all of eternity,
And serve the Lord a million times infinity...

You make it difficult for yourself
when you assume what i think.
I want you to be happy,
but the assumptions you make, make your world stink.

I never regret what we once felt.
It was all good and beautiful;
Your love made me melt.
A good melt, though.
A comfortable melt...

But i now see why the age was put in place--
so that we wouldn't have to deal with these feelings we face.
If you were older and this situation arose,
You would more easily be able to deal with your woes.

Don't beat yourself up about me,
you've got to make yourself happy...
I wasn't the only one doing the "leading on",
i was dropped too, you know.

Too many nights spent crying over you,
but i'm glad those nights are done and through.
I loved you once, i really did,
And i don't deny what i felt--it was true.

But just because things are different now,
It doesn't mean you have to say "chao"...
I'm right here! I can be your friend.
But I guess it's all up to you in the end.

It doesn't have to be a maybe.
You can choose what it is.

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