Don't you hate it when you arrange something and eagerly wait all day for it to happen but then plans change and things don't work out like they were supposed to. Funny how quickly your feelings change. But i guess you've gotta look on the bright side and realise that tomorrow is another day :) They're still gonna be there tomorrow, and you can have patience to wait.
I probably don't seem to sound like i'm making sense but anyway.
I'm sort of tired and i have a head ache right now. And it's really annoying that my fringe keeps falling in my face too =.= I had this UMAT prep course from 9-2 today (it's for monday-friday) and yeah, it's really exhausting! Problem solving and logic and reasoning.... difficult for me. But tomorrow we do the "emotions" part of it, which i'm really looking forward to :D So we'll see how this all pans out.
I feel so bad lately. I don't know why but i feel like i'm wasting mum's money and time. I feel like i don't work hard enough for all the sacrifices she makes. Sigh. It's like i should be working more hours everyday on school and i should get enough sleep to be awake in all these extra classes, and i just feel like i'm not performing well enough for what mum's putting in for me. Pressure much.
It's nice to just sit here and blog, i'm so meh right now. I think i'm going to go do some scripture study or scripture mastery now. I also have to finish personal progress in a month :O So little time... eeeek! I better get to work.
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