These past few days--since wednesday--have made me think about where i'm at in life. I'm so disappointed about where i've come to, it's so much further away from where i wanted to be. I'm not who i used to be and i really just feel a lack of identity at this stage in my life. I've been screwing up my life for the past year and have made so much more work for myself than i needed to. I feel that instead of going forward while the rest of the world sinks lower and lower, i've just followed everyone else. I don't even know who i am anymore. And i'm finding it difficult trying to get things back to how they used to be.
I used to be amazing and now i'm just anyone else. Waking up every single day and being reminded of this fact makes me so unhappy.
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