I know the feeling all too well. being on the outside isn't fun at all. It's stupid how people can't just accept you for who you are. I hate how people are mean to you because you choose not to go as low as them; it makes life dreadful to bear. There's a lot going on right now with my friends and with boys and i'm confused and feel helpless. I feel more alone than ever. The people who used to be my friends aren't really my friends anymore because they've changed and now follow the crowd, doing what ever's the hottest thing at the time: drinking, wearing revealing clothing, dirty dancing, over doing it with boys, you name it. I feel like everyone else is changing and i'm just staying the same. I feel like an outsider. I feel even more like an outsider at church. There's no one my age, one of the leaders always embarrasses me and is mean to me (whether it's intentional or not) and people who used to be good friends with me are now only mere aquaintances.
I'm sorry about how you feel about Dear John. I don't think John is to blame either, but to me it seems like the guy Savana ended up marrying, really needed her help. He had quite a few challenges in his life that were made easier by Savana's help. I'm sure she had a caring heart and just wanted to help the guy out. It was very kind of John to donate all that money to Savana's farm. I think deep down she really appreciated it. And maybe she did owe him after that. How about this Savana repays him by not ignoring him and just being his friend? Would that cut it for John? ...
I know what it's like to be on the outsude. How about we stick together while we're on the outside and have a good time?
Come to youth tonight. I just got back from my year 11 camp today. I'll tell you all about it...?
And if you get this message too late, then how about we go out one time and just hang out? i'll tell you all about it then...?
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