When people tell you they don't want you anymore, it does sort of hurt... I'm glad i know where i stand now and i'm glad that i know he wants to go down a different path, but sometimes the truth hurts. and sometimes people are too straight out and blunt. As if being with you didn't hurt me enough, now my heart is suffereing from stab wounds from your sharp, harsh words today. Thanks. Just what i needed. The cherry on top. i know it wasn't intentional, but still. It hurt. My heart will be permanently scarred because all the warm smiles and comforting looks you gave me when you used to tell me you loved me have turned to cold, foreign gazes. It hurts.
It's funny to think that people who respect you for your standards don't want to be with you because they think that you're too committed to your religion to care about them. Baby i couldn't ever pick you over my religion, but i can love you sufficiently enough. And i wish so much that me staying true to my religion wouldn't offend you. but i guess all my efforts were never good enough for you. I'm sorry i'm not perfect. I'm sorry that despite all my efforts, i was never able to give you what you wanted.
It's time to move on. If only i knew which way to go.
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