Just when you thought that everything was going well

Maybe i'm just quick to speak and overreacting, but i feel unwanted right now.

I was just looking through my friend's (let's call her "G") photos on facebook and i saw all the photos from when we hung out and stuff, and then as i kept going through, i saw pictures of her hanging out with my other friend "A" and our other friend "D" just earlier this week.

This may not seem like a big deal, but see, I've been wanting to see A for a REALLY long time, and i've texted her and facebooked her, trying to organise something with her so that i can see her again and spend time with her, but she's never quite available and all the plans we make fall through.

Now all of a sudden she has time to hang out with D and G and i'm really close to D and G so why didn't anyone bother to invite me along?! They know i love hanging out with the 3 of them, we do it all the time during the school term! How come not in the holidays? I hate being left out. It sucks. It always used to be the 4 of us, so why do they just leave me out. A KNEW that i wanted to hang out with her, so why didn't she tell D and G to invite me too so that we could all hang out?

Just as i start to get comfortable and feel like people actually finally accept me and care about me and don't treat me like i'm some weirdo retard, i realise that they all go out and do things with each other without bothering to invite me along.

I should never have thought that they care about me and think i'm cool in the first place. It's so gay. This happens all the time =_= My self confidence just got dented.