Withdrawl

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you
--"When you're gone" Avril Lavigne

I didn't know it would be this hard to let you go. Everytime i see you i feel like bursting into tears. I wait anxiously for you to walk around the corner or walk through the door, but when you do my heart just sinks. Being away from you stinks. It's like this whole part of my existence is missing from me. I can't get you off my mind. I can't stop thinking about the fact that we will never be friends like we used to, we will move our separate ways and only be mere acquaintances. I don't want it to be like this! All i want is for us to be close. like best friends. Just without the dating part. But i guess that that is just an ideal... realilty would never be that ideal. i need to get over myself, but I have no idea how to let you go. You're like the drug that i need--the one that i live off. I'm craving it right now. What do i do when i just can't satisfy my craving? It seems like the end of the world to me.

I don't know how to let go. And i don't want to...